im going to sisters tonight. its a lesbo club in philly. should be a lot of something. hoping to meet pennsville dudes before hand.

my upper back hurts really bad right now.

ive been getting a lot of hits about jobs. i predict ill be working somewhere in the next two weeks. plus some side jobs.

im working on mark's movie poster. im pretty happy with it and so is he. lots of dead people in polaroids all over it.

ive been carrying around a jug of water i drink everyday that holds 9.5 cups. im hydrated to the fuckin max doggie.

i watched wrestlemania with mark and his friends. it was pure stupidity

party at christen's was pretty good. i passed out with a 40 i think.

i dont have to work too much this weekend. i may be playing an open mic with vicki tommorow and steve is having his superbowl party THIS sunday. as in the day of the superbowl.

i believe Lost is the greatest show on tv and ive only seen about two episodes. i need the rest.

im not having crazy drug dreams anymore. cool.

ANGRY VIDEO GAME NERD

Current Location: work - Y
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Final Fantasy IV (FFII for USA)

ughh...

im pretty much a standstill now. i think its really affecting my mood. i feel really ehh.. all the time. i guess its cause im not working too much and im pretty much just waiting for a steady job and to move out. i think my life would feel a lot better when i leave this town.

im going through another period in my life where i keep waking up from sleep and forgetting where i am/who i am. its weird. i think my mind is falling apart. not to mention for the past like 7 days ive had the craziest/weirdest dreams were im usually doing drugs under crazy circumstances. i had one where i got kidnapped, rolled out of the van in motion then shot one of the guys.

i went to the poconos. it was alright. i sang a lot. karaoke 4-6 which was weird. if you win though you get a free trip so i acted a fool. i also played with some old dudes by a fire in the lodge. pretty funny. i got a crush on a girl who kept saying how awesome i was only to find out the dude with her was her husband. their table cheered for me like it was a high school cafeteria. dummies. went tubing and watched my mom get hit by some person.

i got an email about a 401k plan job with benefits. i should have something by the end of this month hopefully. victoria is being sketchy about moving so im basically just going to make other plans. i guess ill make more of a decision finding out about this job.

thinking back about the bleh shit, im thinking it might also be some seasonal depression. winter blows. im ready to catch some wicked waves.

lasagna cat is the funniest thing on the planet.

we got a singer for me and marks band. we could barly hear him but he sounded pretty good to me. fuck a bass player. theyre worthless anyway.

NYC show hasnt been rescheduled yet but im playing at a record store in millville on saturday. i figure ill hang out at the bar accross the street. high street is pretty nice. i hang out there when im not shooting on weekends. i even shot some pictures for the owner to put in the paper that came out decent.

i also went through a huge ordeal this week...well i guess ive been dealing with it. its dealt. thats good....i guess...

im going to craigs tonight then party at christens tommorow then super bowl party at that faggot steves house. i hate that fucking kid. im gonna eat all his pizza and shit on his cat. LOLZ

i DVRd all the deathwish movies but have only seen one. im also trying to watch all the VHS tapes mark gave me. so far theyve been some of the worst horror movies ive ever seen.

i showered everyday i was away at the poconos for some reason. my body is not used to it.

this shit long.

EDIT: im watching royal rumble at jason's with mark and other dumb people this sunday. not the superbowl.

Current Location: work - Y
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: david bowie - ziggy stardust

last day of my delaware job. it was a little sad. packed up my stuff in a little box just like tv. im sure ill talk to everybody a little bit. i sent out a nice little email.

NY show got cancelled. im not completly dissappointed since its gonna get rescheduled when i dont work probably. my uncle apparently got me a show somewhere...dont know much about that. we did play at the dive on wednesday on their grand opening. i got too dunk and so did christen to the point where we had to stop every 3 feet in the car so she could throw up out the window.....esp when we got pulled over and she vomits in front of the cop. good thing my uncle is a cop. the officer was like "doin some drinking? im getting drunk just standing here!" nichole was speeding in a work zone but he let us off with a $50 ticket instead of a $500.

i hung out with vicki and her friend gene in philly. watched clerks like stoners. i walk out to my car around 2ish and the window was smashed in and my GPS and ipod were gone. im afraid to drive to philly for a little bit. which is great since im planning on moving there.

thats it. now i can sleep in on weekdays for a while

Current Location: work - Y
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Melvins - Stoner Witch

at the Y derrr...

my last day at finestationery is next friday so i will have a lot less work and less money. its gonna be a little sad to leave but im leaving my resume. they said maybe theyll need me again. which makes me ask "why would i need a resume?" they already know how i work and my experience. i guess contact info? meh.

me and vicki are going back and forth sending each other apartments. i hope she doesnt bail. regardless im moving to philly i guess. still applying for jobs. thats all i do here at the Y. im so much more productive in life when im between things to do in my laid back jobs.

me and folk bots are doing a split cd so this is motivating me to get my shit together and record these songs. ill probably do it all my self and bang out some art. im picking up me and christens recordings next monday probs.

tonight emmons is doing guitar hero tournament at the turnpike. next week is quizzo and ill be reading the questions. im gonna get good and drunk first i guess. oh shit...i have work that night....hope it starts late. im going to the poconos with my folks the weekend after. should be interesting and drunk. imma dip my weiner in snow.

suck it

Current Location: work - Y
Current Mood: good
Current Music: weird ass electronic mix cd my co worker made for meh

New years was pretty nice. Got a hotel room after chillin at steves for a while watching marching band videos. Our room was decent and didn’t lock and the room across from us was busted in by the cops I guess since there was no door handle and marks all over the door and was trashed inside. Smooookkkeeeeee.

Work has slowed down a lot and im awaiting when theyre gonna tell me to get out. I had a dream I was dating my supervisor last night. It was unsettlingly realistic. After this I will really concentrate on getting a job in philly. Speaking of which, I called the print shop in camden I tried to work for and they still havent filled the position! Wtf. Theyre a mess and probably don’t pay shit but I told them to give me a call come february/march. Fixed my resume and made new buisiness cards today. Its gonna be sad when I leave here. And im so much more productive designwise when im bored here.

The dive reopened for open mics again. Pretty stoked on playing there again. Me and christen have 2 shows. One in NY and one in jenkintown. Both nice places.

Im seeing rain (the beatles thing) on the 17th with my uncle and aunt. I heard its awesome and my aunt doesn’t even like the beatles. Its their present to me. After that im going to the poconos for a long weekend with my folks.

My toe is purple from new years. I don’t know why and it kinda hurts.

I showered more this break than I have in a while.

Current Location: work
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Black Heart Procession - 1

it finally happened....i got sick

i feared this cause of having three jobs. im not that bad but i was miserable at work all day. i went home and took a lot of roitussin and basically tripped all night. i kept thinking i was going down tunnels and boxes were flying in my face. to strange to possibly put in words.

my christmas was drunk. i got drunk everynight and some of it was unpleasent because i would get anxiety and was bedridden the day after christmas and just called off. i got a wii!!! and my arms and back are still sore.

work has been fun though. ouur main manager left so my supervisor let us play games and stuff. i also had time to make a flier for one of me and christens shows



i only have one thing to shhoot this weekend at 6pm on saturday so i finally get some time off then im off new years eve and day so i wanna do stuff.

Current Location: work - Y
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: melvins - making love demos

working 8-5 job untill the second week of jan. then what? still have 2 jobs under the belt so its straight

me and christen are playing a short set at an awesome byob hookah bar

me and jon are getting chinese food now

i almost have all the christmas shopping done. i got my mom a really nice tea set.

i bought a cd for the first time in years today. Butthole Surfers - Weird revolution.  that was a mistake.

hawaiian hotbox

thats about it

Current Location: Y
Current Mood: working
Current Music: motorhead

bored

i will outline my work schedule for fun

M: 9-6 then practice from 7 -9
T: 8-5:30 (getting some over time now) then close the Y 6-9:30
W: 9 -6
Th: same as Tuesday
F: 9 -6 then close the Y whenever i get there till 9:30  also became my drinking night if i can
S and S: run around taking pictures and editing for unknown amount of hours

i have more money then i ever had and for the first time dont have to worry about being poor.  moving sounds like it should work out.  me and vicki are still talking about it.  id like to have shows there acoustic or not if i could.  probably gonna aim for a basement.  

instead of drinking numerous cups of coffee i now drink a lot of tea.  im also trying for the umpteenth time to quit smoking.  

me and christen are playing sunday. its BYOB and a hookah bar with some great dudes playin. you should be there. you can have some of my wine.  

i finally picked up my bike from AJ's from thanksgiving massacre. i guess i punctured the tube while putting it on. i need to learn how to do this properly.

sup

Current Location: work
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: small town fires/jeffery hill

iim on my break. its hard to fill an hour sometimes. all i do is work but its getting to be ok.  i have more money than i ever had.  

im moving to south philly with victoria spaeth from  acoustic philly in february. there should be many house shows and fun. she seems cool and we'll probs need 2 other people.  

me and mark are practicing today and probs gonna get emmons and some other dude to play with us.  

im also going to talk to a guy in pitman on wednesday about joining his band and me and christen will be opening for them on a US tour.  im not getting excited till i know 100 that its true.  wednesday should enlighten me and seeing him. not getting excited early cause this is huuuuuuge and the only thing i wanted to do in music which i havent gotten to yet.  

all this working buisinees will lighten up after this weekly job. it ends the day before christmas eve.

think im gonna eat an old ass stromboli. SOIYA!

Current Location: work asshole!
Current Mood: working
Current Music: sunny day real estate - live

i got a new job. for two months ill be printing cards and stationary 8-5.  im also still pulling some Y hours which leaves me working 12+ hour days and i still have my job taking pictures for the paper so i have no weekend.  i do actually like my jobs though.  it just gets exhausting.  this should leave me with my goal of moving to philly after the new year.

me and marks band are tight. and its only gonna get tighter.

im going to canada and the day i return i will be going to monday night raw. psyched.

my cousins wedding is coming up. ill be drunk.

das it.

Current Location: work
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: fartz